Do I Exist?

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Can anyone hear me?

Does anyone care?

I feel like I’m all alone,

fighting the world in a war.

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I always seem to mess things up.

Hurting people I love,

And people I care for;

is there any way out?

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I don’t want a war,

between my family and friends;

or the people around me

whether I know them or not.

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All I ever wanted

was to make people happy;

to cheer up their day

when they’re feeling blue.

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Am I wrong to hate anger?

All the fighting in the world?

It serves no purpose,

but to hurt people very dear.

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Am I wrong to hate sadness?

All the tear causing pain?

What purpose does it have,

but to bring pain unto others?

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Yet here I am

Doing what I hate;

angering others

Family and friends.

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There are times I wish

I didn’t exist;

there are times I wonder

if I even do.

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But someday I know.

Everything will change,

the world will finally be happy,

and will finally live in peace.

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All my questions

will finally be answered,

and all my mixed up feelings

Finally unconfused.

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One response to “Do I Exist?

  1. Pingback: I Moved to Hell? « Kylamscheuer

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