Losing all I’ve ever known
Why won’t people leave it all alone?
I just want to find my Home!
I’m looking at the man in the mirror
He’s looking back-I realize it’s my own horror
Images of the Dead flash through my eyes
Why won’t the Burning image of their bodies stay behind?
I’m trapped-caged in my own prison-snap-snared
Flies eating the eyes of the dead
The ashes encased forever in the footprints of the followers like sand
People such as I wish for death
People such as I cry for we have nothing left
I’m a pest-petty theft-next comes ultimate death
I see my breath-as I die my dragon’s Breath Burns longer
postponing my fate a litter further
I defied God-Turned my back from what good He brought
I defiled His earth-sent my soul straight to Hell
Gave into the Devil-his temptation too strong for my loathing incarceration.
A second chance at life-thrown away-for I do not know my actions wrong from right
I kill in the middle of the night-watch as the bright from their eyes fade to gray
I know there is no way for my escape.
I’m doomed for eternity in my purgatory-I’m sorry But I do not regret my choices
I gave up everything for love
Now I’m willing to give things I don’t have-just for the love I once had
None of this makes sense! This is a story of something that was once Innocence!
All this is said in pain of emotions I didn’t know I could gain
Fluster of emotions
From anger to hatred
Then to joy and happiness
I can’t break this chain
Maybe that’s why All these words are confusing again
Because you can’t understand what I see-what I feel
How someone can love something then want it dead the next second
Dreams of waking in a field-Blood soaked clothes, blood stained soles
Everyone on ropes-hanging from the streetlights and telephone poles
My hope for a revolt gone because I did not heed HIS warnings
I can’t be set free-sent from Hells’ Crypt
Put here to destroy what I only FEEL I despise-life itself
I wreak havoc-My habit-I I can’t stop causing panic-I’ll create a pandemic
Slaughtering everything on this planet
All of this because I can’t quit-I must be put to an end quick
Hurry-the flash beginning-everything is now ending.
Copyright © 2011 Logan B. R. Scheuer