5 am

Sorrows of yesterday are erased with the promising of the rising sun.
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How former times were filled with things I did, but cannot be undone…
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At this hour I resist the sensation to feel…
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This lonely existence I continue to live.
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Reflections…
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I think of you.
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Missing you,
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Wishing I was brave enough to love you.
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And wishing you had the balls to demand it from me.
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5 a.m.
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I listen…
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No birds chirp…
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The air still,
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My cup half-filled
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Coffee is my only comfort now!!!
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They race, my thoughts…
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Every which way to you!
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Avoidance…
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I won’t let them focus on just one thing.
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Figured if I reflect too long, that I will neglect my ability to avoid!
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Sweat…
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Any thought of it,
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Directs itself to you…
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That self-clinging t-shirt filled with your masculine scent that hugged your body image perfectly…
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Sweat…
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Oooo… how it leads to our beginning and ending… our one embrace!
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There are things in life we try not to regret…
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And there are things held within our memory, which we will never forget…
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Damn…
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Your sweat!!!
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I surely believe that you bathe in chocolate daily,
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How else could your coverage be so flawless…?
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That your skin…
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Has become such a chocolate sin!!!
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5 a.m
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My thoughts of sweet candied coated you…
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Dissolves on my palette…
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Only leaves a bitter remain
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Sorrows of yesterday are erased with the promising of the rising sun.
.
How former times were filled with things I did, but cannot be undone…
.
.
.
At this hour I resist the sensation to feel…
.
This lonely existence I continue to live.
.
.
.
Reflections…
.
I think of you.
.
Missing you,
.
Wishing I was brave enough to love you.
.
.

© July 24, 2012 All Rights Reserved Elle McLin (Breathe Again)

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