Why Don’t I Smile?

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No more secrets

No more lies

Rip me to shreds

Then leave me to die!

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Do you ever hear,

the words I actually say?

Or is it just to fun to torture me

when you interpret all my words your own way?

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Why don’t I smile?

Because I hurt all the time!

But why does that even matter?

The pain is merely mine!?

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You mock my Faith,

You make fun of the things in which I believe!

And then have the Gaul to guilt and manipulate

Questioning my apparent state of misery…?

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Do you really not see??

I’m already dead.

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Nov. 2013

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